My Past…

My past is my past; don’t look into it for me. Don’t ask me about it unless you want to stay there. Let me be the one to tell you about it. Don’t dwell on anything I told you about my past either, I can’t get it back and neither can you. When I messed up, I messed up, where I didn’t, I didn’t- it don’t mean am a saint or the devil, it’s just how I thought things ought to be done. If you keep dwelling on my past, it means you want to cook something up from it, something to make me think you are better than me because something in there isn’t in yours. Well, it’s past and that’s the way it’s going to stay. I did somethings out of ignorance, out of naivety and ‎even awesome feelings but what can I say? its past. Am done with it, why shouldn’t you? Just because you want to be a part of my life today or even in the future, you think asking me and knowing about my past qualifies you for staying forever. It doesn’t work that way. Life is what is happening and I am part of the people it happened to. I can understand you asking me though but dwelling on it- no way! Let me tell you whatever I feel obliged to. Don’t force it out. Just let us be. If I did something […]

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Christmas and Giving

What Christmas does to the world is amazing! It’s seems everyday/month/hour/week should be Christmas from forever but sadly it isn’t and that’s why we should all celebrate it. Starvation, war and crime is on the increase around the world and with China citizens buying air for survival, the world seems like a sad place to be but Christmas isn’t a […]

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I Am An Addict

I am an addict. Some people think am the worse person to associate with just because of that but what can I do? I wasn’t addicted at birth, wasn’t addicted on my first day- time just got me hooked and truth is to want to end it because of anyone is to make me begin because of anyone or that […]

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They Can Leave

We always want people in our lives. Even though they are friends or that we enjoy solitude sometimes- we always want someone else to be around us (fake or true ones). We think we don’t want fake people around us but truth is, they are the ones that make us feel sane sometimes. They make us see a different perspective in life and bring us to a place where we understand the balance of sadness and joy. The true friends are those we call family, best friends and even close friends- it’s uncommon introducing someone as a “pal” even though we know that is who they are to us. When we meet someone via another friend and we have to introduce them, we still go on to call them friends and it’s just right since we can call it courtesy. Friends have become lovers, pals have also become lovers, best friends have become strangers and lovers have become haters. It’s not that it’s a merry go round, many of that has happened for reasons beyond explanations and some have just occurred but each time we see people as family, best friends or closest pal- we never expect them to stop being that (if we do, we call it fear).  ‎When they do, they are our WORSE ENEMIES. People leave people and that’s the way it goes. Sometimes there are explanations for it, sometimes there aren’t but they do. Friends, lovers, […]

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Experience

We all have personal experiences that make our lives go round and many people have the same experience, however not many people feel the same way about those experiences. Some get burned by it, some experience it over and over and don’t even realise that it is just an experience, so they see it as a part of life. Everyone […]

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